I thought death would be in my cup, I thought dark Sarah would sing forever.

I believed, I loved and trusted, but as his words fell from his mouth, even truth wore the cloak of deceit.

This toilet has begun to stink…

Did I murder her mother?

Did I lie to his sister?

My mouth is watery, please fetch me some water to quench this thirst.

I beg of you MAAMI water, talk to me, come down from thy lofty highness, talk to me a lowly being, your waters are getting dry.  Let the words of your lips be inclined with my blood, let the waves of the sea sing as we dance and theses mortals watch.

Or allow me to step off this pedestal, I’ll excuse myself  from thy shrine… I need peace, peace of mind.

Christ! Must this too have an end?

What is it I cannot see? Show me.

What is it I do not know? Teach me.

I will lay my head to the bed, what will he say to me?

Trust is like a house made of cards, when a piece is off,

you must rebuild the whole or walk away…

OR WALK AWAY!!!